Being Content
Being content is a sign of trust in God. Being content is a sign of trust in God because i realize, better still, i live in the knowledge of God’s provision for my needs (Genesis 22:14). i know from Jesus’ own lessons that God will care for me and see to it that my basic needs, and sometimes even my wants (within civilized parameters) (Psalm 37:4), aren’t unmet.
i have a lot of reasons to be anxious sometimes: [[ Will i impress the client? Will my boss buy me Adobe CS3 for use? Are my parents going to work this out? Will she like me? ]] These are not bad things for my attention, true, because then i can take them to God in prayer (1 Peter 5:7). Yet, insisting on dwelling upon them to the point of worry is like yanking them from God’s hands and pulling them to myself, when i can’t even change me own hair color (without salon help) (Matthew 5:36). The advertising world leaves all kinds of other reasons at the doors of my heart to be anxious: [[ Ooh, look at that car! Hm, all these new shareware apps. Man, i want a new intel Mac! ]]
When i am not content with God’s provision for the basics (1 Timothy 6:8), i actually open the doors for envy and materialism, a forever spiral into incessant, unending cravings for things that do not fill me. In his book The Screwtape Letters, C.S. Lewis, through the mouth of Screwtape, explained addiction: an addiction is anything for which there is an increasing need and a diminishing pleasure return — bankrupt joy. Not being content, then, is a spiritual equivalent of chemical dependency. Thus, it is important for me to be content.
How then, should i now live in contentment? This is something i ask of myself right now. Honestly, contentment is something i am working on! It was my prayer request for last week.
Here is where i have begun my thoughts: maybe i can’t be content until i’m thankful. What reasons have i to be thankful? Thankfulness establishes in my own mind the things which God has already done in my life. Knowing the things which God has already done in my life establishes a basis for knowledge that He will continue to provide. This is the first reason to thank God.
i have a lot of reasons to be anxious sometimes: [[ Will i impress the client? Will my boss buy me Adobe CS3 for use? Are my parents going to work this out? Will she like me? ]] These are not bad things for my attention, true, because then i can take them to God in prayer (1 Peter 5:7). Yet, insisting on dwelling upon them to the point of worry is like yanking them from God’s hands and pulling them to myself, when i can’t even change me own hair color (without salon help) (Matthew 5:36). The advertising world leaves all kinds of other reasons at the doors of my heart to be anxious: [[ Ooh, look at that car! Hm, all these new shareware apps. Man, i want a new intel Mac! ]]
When i am not content with God’s provision for the basics (1 Timothy 6:8), i actually open the doors for envy and materialism, a forever spiral into incessant, unending cravings for things that do not fill me. In his book The Screwtape Letters, C.S. Lewis, through the mouth of Screwtape, explained addiction: an addiction is anything for which there is an increasing need and a diminishing pleasure return — bankrupt joy. Not being content, then, is a spiritual equivalent of chemical dependency. Thus, it is important for me to be content.
How then, should i now live in contentment? This is something i ask of myself right now. Honestly, contentment is something i am working on! It was my prayer request for last week.
Here is where i have begun my thoughts: maybe i can’t be content until i’m thankful. What reasons have i to be thankful? Thankfulness establishes in my own mind the things which God has already done in my life. Knowing the things which God has already done in my life establishes a basis for knowledge that He will continue to provide. This is the first reason to thank God.
